You know
Every day I run out of reasons to come back to this site.
I've already stated several times that I have a large distaste for about 90% of it's talentless userbase to all of my close personal friends. I'm over that. I only stay here to keep in touch with the people I genuinely give 2000 craps about.

But most of them, I have on instant messengers.

I'm always writing. I've writting hundreds of journals and short stories this year. I'm actually kinda proud of myself. I don't post them. Not because I think they won't be seen, but because I don't need to have the gratification of someone else telling me that "THATS NEAT!" or "I AGREE!" as much as I thought I once did. It was a mindfuck.


I don't think it's actually possible to have an artist based community on the internet, and for it to actually be good. I'm really not butthurt about anything in particular. Really, just all of them are deeply flawed by fanbases and circle-jerking.

Besides, no one likes to read deep, thought provoking things when you could go look at furry porn instead. BAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW LITFAG LEFT OUT OF THE HAPPY CIRCLE.

If you think I'm worth talking to, please for the love of god add me on one of my IMs. I'll actually talk to you, probably. Hopefully. MAYBELEY.


I'm reading the metal gear solid novel right now. I'm filled with glee every time Snake says something, or when anyone mentions METAL GEAR.


tl;dr, Everything I do, I do for myself and don't really feel the need to share.